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Charging Horse and Black Snake

“There is no place for grief in a house which serves the Muse.”

“To be sensual, I think, is to respect and rejoice in the force of life, of life itself, and to be present in all that one does, from the effort of loving to the breaking of bread.”
James Baldwin – The Fire Next Time.

This video is Celui qui Tombe, Yoann Bourgeois CCN2

Next year is going to be amazing. Its all going to come together. I’m going to finish my book, get a publisher, earn money, walk from Gibraltar to Santiago, and begin the relationship that will last the rest of my life.

Raise my self-image, self-concept: humble arrogance.

“If you awaken from this illusion and you understand that black implies white, self implies other, … you can feel yourself not as a stranger in the world, not as something here on probation … but you can begin to feel your own existence as absolutely fundamental…”

This video is The Dream of Life, Alan Watts:

I have an uncanny ability to:

  • See the connections between things
  • Explain them so that other people can see them too

The Return of the King:

  • It is time to let go of the Ranger and become who you were born to be
  • “Death!” Expect to die and do it anyway.
  • And when he did, his woman (who we thought was dead) came back to him.

And this:

I need to be amazing. And when I am, then I will find somebody to be amazing with me. xx <3

Return of the King page here

There is something in me that is tired of playing it safe. Tired of resting.
I need to be amazing. And when I am, then I will find somebody to be amazing with me.
The way to achieve that is focus and discipline. That was what I saw in the film tonight.
So, get up. Share the post. Minimal time on Facebook. Set your own focus and agenda.
Read the five (!) chapters you have written so far and then continue.
No communication till the afternoon. No Facebook till the afternoon. No coffee till the afternoon.
Focus and flow. And move forward one step, one idea, one paragraph, one day at a time.
Follow the line of the book and see where it takes you. Xx

Be awesome, me whole, believe in yourself, be yourself, flow xx